My story
I was a successful and accomplished woman.
I had it all: love, family, friends, career, vacations.
But deep down I wasn’t happy.
My social media looked picture perfect. I had a great job, my Linkedin profile was solid. I had professional recognition, I was respected and appreciated in every workplace. I was married to the man I fell in love with and he loved me tenfold. We had children and an adorable dog called Mira, family vacations in Europe, parties with family and friends. For our parties, we always needed extended tables and never enough chairs. My friends would tell me I had it all, but very few knew the real me.
I was stressed out, burnt out, smoking half a pack a day of cigarettes, using alcohol, food, and work to numb myself for years.
My outside was bursting with success. I had appeared to have the life I dreamed of.
My inside was a different story.
I was battling depression, stress, and sleeping disorders. I was having nightmares, insomnia, waking up going to work in a haze, coming home to two children needing my love, energy, and attention.
I worried about everything I said or didn’t say, did, or didn’t do, I was acting cool and confident while I was none of that.
My marriage was falling apart and I was losing it. I was losing my family, I was drifting away. I was exhausted. I went to therapy, the doctors prescribed medication for stress and anxiety, but these were all band-aids.
I was strong on the outside, and I wasn’t enough on the inside. I was never enough. Not capable enough, not good enough, not worthy enough to deserve having it all. My education, my driven attitude, my success did not bring me happiness.
When I got that, my life changed completely.
I reached out to mentors and coaches who helped heal. I made my peace with the past, forgave myself for a brief first marriage, and learned to apply new wisdom and actions that were missing in my life.
I found my aliveness, my love for life and people.
I was alive, not just living.
It was within me all this time, buried deep under layers of guilt and shame. I freed myself up to never be chained by my own mind.
And I promised I’d help others do the same.
I didn’t want others to live their lives imprisoned in their minds as I did. I stopped running from who I truly was and started helping others find their own true inner strength and beauty, living life, not just surviving.
So I got all the tools in my toolbox.
I trained as a coach, NLP Practitioner, Counselling Hypnotherapist, and Reiki Master.
I developed a practice that not only trains the mind but also brings the shifts to the deeper layers of our consciousness, transforming the energies and unleashing the inner strength: LOVE.
